Dead.

Life is Beautiful. I don't know what it's like to lose someone very close to me, but I feel for all you out there that has lost someone dear.  We don't realize what we have until it's gone.  Recognize the beauty in EVERYTHING and EVERYONE.

Dying:

1: Physically losing your life.

2: Emotionally or mentally oblivious.

3: Gone.

4: Without pleasure or purpose.

5: On the verge of any of the above.

I don't know about you, but I'm freaking scared of dying.  So what am I gonna do?

Live.

I'm gonna rock out.

I'm gonna dance.

I'm gonna be stupid, because you don't get smart without experimenting.

I'm gonna be smart.

I'm gonna tell them how I really feel and hope I don't get rejected.

I'm gonna hope.

I'm gonna take chances.

I'm gonna fail.

I'm gonna spend time with those I love.
I'm gonna accept what happens.

I'm gonna kiss them, before I die.

BEFORE I DIE.

What the heck.

We're gonna die. Eff.

Better make it count.

I wanna run away, I wanna have money, I wanna find love, I wanna be loved, I wanna face them, I wanna be some body, I wanna show the world that I can be some body who doesn't care what other people think, some body who wasn't afraid.

BUT I AM AFRAID.

I am afraid.

I'm afraid of boring people, I'm afraid of boring people.  I'm afraid of being alone forever, I'm afraid no one cares, I'm afraid that I'm shy.  I'm afraid of loving someone who doesn't love me.  I'm afraid of failing,

NO. Wait!  I'm not afraid of failing, because we learn by failure.

I'm afraid of failing someone of something, like trust.

I ' M  A F R A I D  O F  E V E R Y T H I N G .

I'm afraid of nothing.

I'm afraid of HATE.  I'm afraid of LOVE.  I'm afraid of loving you, then losing you.

I don't know about you, but I'm freaking scared of dying.  So what am I gonna do?

We'll see what happens while I'm enjoying my life while I can.  Peace.